Gemini is an air sign with loads of mental, chatty energy. In its positive manifestation, it helps us to explore options and engage the beginner’s mind to learn something new. When overdone/overemphasized, you can end up feeling isolated because of your own mental gymnastics of over-analysis and information overload. I suspect some breaks from screen time will be just what the doctor ordered for this Full Moon so that you can anchor yourself in the purpose and meaning that lies beyond the data.
Because Neptune is square this full moon, there is some illusion that you’ve uncovered. Where have you been kidding yourself with magical thinking? Did you assume the best in someone and they disappointed you? This may be a likely scenario with Venus going retrograde tomorrow. You may also uncover some grief that requires processing and compassion. An unfortunate aspect of COVID is that pretty much all of us have lost someone we cared about or someone close to us has. Honor their spirit with what they taught you while they were living and therefore how they live on in you.
Because Venus conjuncted Pluto last week before its retrograde period starting tomorrow, there are deep truths you are ready to tell yourself and others. You are healing your relationship with societal expectations about the role you play in your relationship and your community. Where might you have gone on autopilot because that’s just what wo/men do or what’s expected of you at work? You are reclaiming your power to define for yourself what a healthy relationship looks like. You also may be contemplating your ancestors and lineage. Are you proud of where you come from? Why or why not? How does that currently inform your identity in your partnerships?
Always looking to change and improve where you are can either be life-affirming or it can diminish your self-worth and self-esteem. If you are never enough and always a work in progress, how do you define your value and advocate for yourself? This full moon highlights where you might be using self-improvement as self-justification for staying small. Be present to your current state of being, knowing that you are inherently worthy and valuable no matter what you do or accomplish in the outer world. Own your space and your path. It is enough.
Questions to Ponder: In what ways might you build some momentum around your value and self-worth? How is your identity evolving to encompass a more healing story about where you’ve been and where you’re going?
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